Taking a break from writing about the daily nonsense of teenagers…Some things were revealed to me……
When I was 17 I was selling drugs to kids who are the same age as my son now..11.
I am stronger than I think.
I am better at telling people how I feel today and not at the expense of their own feelings.
I have held a gun to someone’s head, and had a gun held to mine.
I care about the community I live in.
I am involved with The Boyscouts of America.
Every relationship I’ve had with a woman has ended because of my insecurities as a man.
In two years I have only missed 1 football or basketball game that my daughter has cheered at.
My son is funny and calls me Butt Cramp aka Pain in the Ass.
I lied most of my adult life….about everything.
I think God is pretty cool.
I was once told to leave a town and never come back by the local authorities.
I like to cook.
I like to eat even more!
I don’t remember a good portion of my childhood.
My wife is an angel.
I am looking forward to spending the rest of my life with my wife.
I don’t have good relationships with my immediate family due to addiction.
I am worthy.
I am clean today.
I want to be a little bit better tomorrow than I was today.
I have a desire to stay clean.
I feel like a human being again.
I am grateful for Narcotics Anonymous and those who paved the way before me.
I am a recovering addict….my name is Bob D.