Charlie Sheen does 5 and 5 instead of 12 and 12….
5 Kilos of Coke and 5 Pornstars…..
I imagine it is possible for someone famous to get clean and stay clean. I don’t know anyone, but it is an anonymous program after all…..
Most days I sit and stare out the window of my car before I go into work. Sometimes I talk to God and other days I don’t. This has been a reoccurring theme the past few months of my life in general.
Sometimes participating and sometimes not.
Apathy and procrastiantion are 2 of are seemingly inherent enemies.
Most days I go through the motions of life and tell myself I am doing better than what I think I am. Other days I know I’m not. The problem is I do nothing about it.
I guess this is just a confession I needed to see in black and white to help let it sink in.
I have taken a second job. I didn’t want to, but found it necessary to pay our bills. It’s not forever, but needed to be done.
My wife and kids are doing ok.
I guess I am ok.
Things could be better and they could be worse.
I hope this post finds you all well.