So I was on the phone with my wife and she old me that all of this was predicted. I suddenly felt like today was the day, the day my wife had lost her mind. I was formulating plans on how to get her the proper help she would need when she told me, ” I read it in my horoscope”. My wife not one for tea leaves or tarot cards caught me off guard. I read the print out and it specifically said we would be talking and making decisions about changing where we live. I was shocked. Maybe I’ll read it more often.
We have made a decision to move. It will either be in another part of Columbus or it will be Louisiana, one or the other. We are going to Louisiana the first part of April to look at some things. I picked up an apartment and house guide for Columbus and we are going to look at areas this weekend. I spoke to my sponsor and told him what was going on. I told him it feels like I am doubting my own decision making capabilities. It’s like, I’ve been given the privilege to think again but I want to doubt myself based on my past rack record of poor decisions.
We talked about checking motives, looking at the pro’s and con’s, and open communication. I feel better about things now than I ever have.
My daughter asked last night when she could see this guy again she has been seeing. My wife was ill last night and I told her I wasn’t making a decision about it right now. My heart tells me that I should tell her, you can forget about seeing this bozo again. I am afraid at what her reactions will be. To be honest I just don’t want to deal with her bullshit about it. I think that’s what my response to her would be. I don’t want to hear your bullshit about this, I said no and that’s it. You can scream, cry, and carry on all you want but it’s not going to change anything, it’s time to grow up. I am trying to wait to address it tomorrow when she has her next doctor’s appointment so that we can have a 3rd party there that will hopefully be a voice of reason.
The guy who asked me to sponsor him called yesterday. It was the first time he had called me. We talked for a bit. He said he had been working up the courage to call. I laughed a bit and told him I remember saying something like that to my sponsor which I hope put him at ease.
I hope you enjoy your day.
Next post a little humor on deck. You’ve heard of “Pants on the Ground”? This is the opposite.
Take Care…..Bob D.